Sup everyone.

Sup?
SonicFreak here?
And Bored here.
Just me and Alissa back at =SF=.
How's everyone here at =SFFA=?

I was just about to play SSBB with TS.

Wait...it's =SFFA= or just SFFA or something? ^^" Curious.

You only at a (=) to a initial to make it more organized! That's all.
It's still SonicForumsForAll still it just has, (=)SonicForumsForAll(=) in it.

Personally, it doesn't matter to me, so in this situation, I don't care.

Okay.
Now back on topic what's up...
My birthday yesterday, wonderful! Day before yesterday I had a party till 0.00, real awesome!
Today; the day after all the fun. I was with Angel, but I'm a bit depressed cause he's not here anymore.

Well I got consueling this morning from a professional.
He told me to develop tolerance to things.
For instance if it's worth fighting everytime? Or if I always must prove my point?
Even if I did, what reward do I gain or accomplish?

I just put things like that in my mind for now on.

When I think more about things and look what I have, I feel less depressed and more like happy.

Well hopefully that will stick in your mind for ever and always. If it does it's great.

Thats good. Now to pwn TS. . .

It is.
I asked my mom to take me to counseling. After the tragic members loss incident, I was very depressed and need some guidance in my life. So here I was getting guidance from a pro. It cost me 20 dollars, but it's worth it and a lot of the guy's words are very helpful.

So yeah, it helps.

He also told me, I don't need to always prove myself or not be myself to satisfy others needs. Not everyone in this world will be your friend or like you. And it's a fact. So if Nayik or Time Shadow don't find me as a friend or don't accept me, so be it. I got a life and I'm thankful for people of who I have in my life, like Alissa and Lisa for instance. Plus a dear family and my real life friends I knew for years.

Sounds good.
Counseling does help.

Oh and trying to become to biggest Sonic Fan known?

I'm quitting. Because I don't have to prove myself that I have the biggest Sonic Spirit. As long I believe in my heart I am and I know I got what it takes to become the biggest one, then that makes me a winner.

Plus if I ever do, what would I gain? A prize? I become a celebraty?
You see when I put more thought into things, it really sounds a bit dumb to me.

Also, starting fights.
I learned to controll myself about it.
When someone flames at me or if they are wrong about me, what would I do for now on?
Ignore them! It's not worth the time and energy to do that.

Plus what would I gain from fighting? Nothing! But loss of friends and reputation.

So yeah I learned a lot this weekend!

It seems you did. I hope you did.
Trying to prove yourself as the greatest just led you to lying about practically everything till I felt the same about you as with Ronia; I didn't ever know what was you and not. Hopefully that will be cut off from now.

Thank gawd you FINALLY realized. But, I'm still not totally falling for it.

All right then, I'll do it too. Except that I'm gonna go with the Mob motto of you hit me I "hit" you.

...who are you and what have you done with SF? O_O

That really is me; I hacked his account and his forum.
Just kidding! XD

Renegade wrote:That really is me; I hacked his account and his forum.
Just kidding! XD

I would believe that.

Actually, it's 100% me!
Counseling does help, so nobody can't criticise me over my dead past anymore.
Like I mentioned before, none of ya'll have to be my friend or forgive me.
As long I'm thankful for what I have in my life and thankful for at least being here, that's all that matters.

I wont be your friend, but I will not say words in vain and I will remain mature in this situation

SonicFreak! wrote:
Like I mentioned before, none of ya'll have to be my friend or forgive me.

i have.

One of the things my counselor told me, if a person disagrees with you orlike others said, "don't wanna be your friend" to not stress. Sometimes like Renegade said, it takes time to show. Most of all actions show more than words. However if I put to much time and effort just to win a approval of someone friendship, then it's honestly not worth it.
Stats on friendship so that,
25%-will be your friend.
25%-will be but pursuaded not to be.
25%-Will plain not be your friend.
2%%-Will not be pursuaded to be.

If you guys just plain don't like me then you are one of those 25% and I'm completely ok and fine with it. What I just don't like is people flaming at me and just showing plain hatred at at me. That's just cold.

And if course from this day on I'm changing and developing tolerance and control.
And I'm sticking to it.

Wow counseling really did help you.

...who knew? XD Wow, just wow.

Indeed it helped. (especially it costs me 20 bucks, it better be worth it.)
But yeah, I explained my forum and internet life. (only my personal counselor knows, not my parents.)
He had some opinions and input regarding to you guys, but I'm not gonna bother mentioning it.

But yeah, I'm truely serious when I learned and maturing from this day on.
I know when it's worth fighting or getting mad over.